My Altar by ~Bad-Luck-Wolf
hopeMy world is breaking apart so slowlyhope by ~Bad-Luck-Wolf
It's like watching dust in a shaft of sunlight.
I look to you and see you,
Unsteady as you are sometimes.
You are no God.
But somehow, just seeing you,
I can kind of see the way things are supposed to fit.
Your love for me, your belief in me
Makes me think that maybe
My world isn't breaking.
Maybe
For the smallest moment
It can be turning into something new.

Love You MoreEvery time you break me I fill the cracks with dust,Love You More by ~Bad-Luck-Wolf
Forming what had been unmade, I bow to fleshly lust.
Turn and turn again to find I'm right back where I started.
The place we came together is the same as where we parted.
Stolen freedom bound again, in chains of shame and guilt.
My own life a massacre until I take You to the hilt.
Run me through and plow me under until I remain compliant.
Never was a creature born so unrelentingly defiant.
Even knowing how You care for me, I follow my own way,
Stumbling in the darkness until my feet start to decay.
God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Ghost-
Plow me under, Run me throug

Old WoundsYOU AREN'T ALLOWED TO HIT ME.Old Wounds by ~Bad-Luck-Wolf
I will NOT bow my head before your anger.
You don't have the power to strike me down.
You bind me with your words, your hate
And I cannot do anything-
You are so much stronger.
I don't care if you hate it.
You are strong. Have you ever thought that maybe
My weakness, all my troubles
WHEN MY FATHER ABANDONED ME
were a cry for help?
I can't blame him and I don't hate him
anymore.
He is my Father.
He is a dog. He is also a good person.
I accept this as a fact of life and
love him for it.
In spite of it.
MY MOTHER WAS NOT SELFISH. She was alone, brought low and forced to bear up
beneath the weight