Stuck in orbit around an interstellar vivarium.
Taking pictures in my head to hide away.
I keep pinging home, but its just static on the airwaves.
So i'm alone, alone,
And unable to break
away.
I am a satellite, spinning through your stratosphere.
I am an aging hulk of space junk in your view.
Tired of circling and smiling in your direction,
I'd like to turn around and photograph-
Anything but you.
I know, you know, I know you know I'm out here.
I know, you know, I know you know I'm reaching out.
I know, you know, you're ignoring my transmissions.
I know,I know,
You've got better things to think about.
My world is breaking apart so slowly
It's like watching dust in a shaft of sunlight.
I look to you and see you,
Unsteady as you are sometimes.
You are no God.
But somehow, just seeing you,
I can kind of see the way things are supposed to fit.
Your love for me, your belief in me
Makes me think that maybe
My world isn't breaking.
Maybe
For the smallest moment
It can be turning into something new.
Realizing The Pain That I Refuse To Feel,
I Refrain From Speaking Out To Keep It From Being Real.
Don't Want To Be Numb, I Just Want To Believe,
There Has To Be Reasons For The Things I Can't Conceive.
This Path That I walk Keeps Pulling Me Down,
Breathing Through My Tears Until I Think I Might Drown.
Not Giving Up Until I Learn To Breath Water.
One Day, I Swear, You'll Be Proud That I'm Your Daughter!
Satisfy My Idle Hands, Oh Immutable God.
Cease My Impertinence, My Petulance, My Pride.
I Cannot Navigate This Tenebrous Course.
I Have No Lantern, Or Else I Have Gone Blind.
Spare Yourself The Agony by Bad-Luck-Wolf, literature
Literature
Spare Yourself The Agony
Sometimes to win, you beg to be the loser.
To touch the sky, you have to clip your wings.
To be free, you learn to lock the cage inside you.
To know peace, you break the bird before it sings.
Teach me how to live, Father, Teach me how to see!
How can I be your servant When all I serve is me?
Teach me how to serve, God, Teach me how to love!
I Know that I am lacking, and I know that You're enough.
I need strong hands to bear me up- this weight of flesh,This weight of sin.
Lead me to the river, Lord- Take my hand and pull me in!
Death Shall Take Us One By One
As Day By Day He Counts The Tithe
Weighed And Measured Are We All
Made Even At The End Of Life
Call The Margins Ring The Bell
Each Soul Owes Thirty Silver
Two Coins For The Ferry Man
You Pay To Cross The River
Not Human,
Sub-level,
So Far Down You've Never Seen.
Stop Cussing,
You're Bluffing,
Why Ya Gotta Be So Mean?
Left, Right, Hook, Center,
Blow After Blow.
They Say Words Will Never Hurt,
But That's A Lie,
Just So You Know.
Keep Pushing,
Keep Screaming,
You're bruising My Aura.
You Want Reasons Why I'm Down Below,
Take A Look At This Plethora.
Magical Menagerie Of Misery On Tour,
It's A Mystery I'm Moving,
Still You Expect Me To Give You More.
Some Days, I swear, I Can't Begin To Raise My Head.
Funny How You Say "Stand Tall" When I Feel I Could Be Dead.
Years Of Practice Tuning Out And Now I'm Numb To Yo
Stuck in orbit around an interstellar vivarium.
Taking pictures in my head to hide away.
I keep pinging home, but its just static on the airwaves.
So i'm alone, alone,
And unable to break
away.
I am a satellite, spinning through your stratosphere.
I am an aging hulk of space junk in your view.
Tired of circling and smiling in your direction,
I'd like to turn around and photograph-
Anything but you.
I know, you know, I know you know I'm out here.
I know, you know, I know you know I'm reaching out.
I know, you know, you're ignoring my transmissions.
I know,I know,
You've got better things to think about.
Current Residence: Florida deviantWEAR sizing preference: 3x Favorite genre of music: I listen to everything. Favorite photographer: Not sure. I'll pick one in the future. Favorite style of art: Anime/Manga, Traditional, Anthro... MP3 player of choice: ipod Classic Black Favorite cartoon character: Twilight Sparkle Personal Quote: WAILORD uses HEAVY SLAM! Its super fucking effective!
Favourite Visual Artist
Screwbald, I think. So far anyway.
Favourite Movies
Shall We Dance. I Love romantic comedies!
Favourite TV Shows
My Little Pony- Friendship is Magic (No, I'm not kidding),Wipeout (who doesnt love schadenfreude?) and pretty much anything educational from cooking to history to natgeo. ^^
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
too many to name.
Favourite Books
Also WAY too many to name. ^^
Favourite Writers
Rowling, Tolkien, and Orson Scott Card-- The Holy Trinity. ^^
Favourite Games
Zelda series
Favourite Gaming Platform
wii
Tools of the Trade
nothing inparticular. whatever I have at the ready.
Other Interests
Art, Reading, Animals- Especially wolves. Mythology, World Religions. Other things.
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 5
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 11
[] You have over 500 friends on f
In the following situations how would you react when someone tells you the following?
You're such a wuss.
- Sure, whatever.
Ha! But I'm smarter than you!
- Unlikely.
Your crush has a crush on me
- She's married...
I didn't know you were so dumb when it comes to math
- I totally am.
Hurry up would you?
- Chill out, bro.
You're so snobbish
- I...I don't mean to be...
Wanna settle this outside?
- I'm bigger, I'll win.
You afraid of me?
- Nope.
He/she loves me more!
- You wish.
You have bad grades
- I know. I'm horrible at school.
What if your crush told you...
I have a crush on you
- omg omg omg *humphumphump* lol
I don't
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
How would you describe yourself?: The Poison by The All-American Rejects
What do you like in a guy/girl?: So Cold by Breaking Benjamin
How do you feel today?: Back Around by Josh Tompson
What is life's purpose?: The Ghost of You by MCR (AUGH, SO EMO)
What is your motto?: Dragon's Child by Iced Earth
What do your friends think of you?: Miss Invisible by Marie Digby
What do you think of yo